~feeling~

i can choose to be happy or sad and whichever i choose that is what i get..i know...yes i know!!no one is really responsible to make someone else happy, no matter what most people have been taught and accept as true...i'm sorry if i looks so desperate to you..i'm just hate this feeling..the soul that sees beauty may sometimes walk alone..that's me!!! sometimes i feel it's better to be unhappy alone than unhappy with someone (so far)..i just want to be happy with you..i don't want to burden u anymore =(

all alone!whether i like it or not, alone is something i'll be quite a lot.....i cannot run away from it..hukhuk...i hate to be alone!!but i have to =(