1st ANNIVERSARY gift

Yes baby..it's 23May..and it's our 1st anniversaryyyy

Yes I know I supposed to post this story about two months ago..my bad, I'm to blame..huhu. This is bcoz of my mood, I suddenly became too bored to update my blog but now the mood to update has come..a sudden change of mood, that is me..the real me.

OK, back to the topic, our anniversary and this is my gift to my beloved one

the handmade card by me

I didn't sleep all night just to make this card looks perfect plus feeling excited to meet him. And guess what, after done with this card I drive to KL from kedah.. I also baked a chocolate cake for him and he love it..thank you sayang, I know you never disappoint me, that is why I love u so much.

It is Hard to be Apart

So many of my thoughts are of you.
Each night when the world is quiet and still,

your smile and the wonderful moments we have shared crowd my mind.
Then I find myself missing you even more.

Each day, as I go about my routine, you slip gently into my thoughts and make me smile.
I wonder what you are doing,
trust that everything is going well, and hope that you miss me too.
It's hard to be apart, because I care so deeply about you,
but please know that you are an important part of my life.

Though we can't be together right now, we are together in our thoughts and memories;
I am here, with all of my heart, looking ahead to that time when I can see you and

be with you again.

I misses you Syafiq Abdullah, sooooo much...please be tough and pray for our dreams

I LOVE YOU

MAULIDUR RASUL

ALHAMDULILLAH......today at my office we do marhaban beramai2..we selawat for our beloved prophet Nabi Muhammad S.A.W and the ustaz was tell us the story of maulidur rasul...maulidur rasul is birth of the prophet which occurs in rabi'al awwal (islamic calender)..public celebrations of the birth of Nabi Muhammad S.A.W. did not occur until four centuries after his death =( here is some info i got from wiki =)

Maulidur Rasul (dalam bahasa Arab bermaksud kelahiran Rasul) adalah hari bersejarah keputeraan Nabi Muhammad. Hari ini jatuh pada hari ke-12 bulan Rabiul Awal sempena kelahiran Nabi yang jatuh pada pada hari Khamis 12Rabiul Awal Tahun Gajah bersamaan dengan 23 April 571. Baginda adalah nabi terakhir yang diutus olehAllah Subhanahu Wataala. Tapak kelahiran baginda pula kini mempunyai satu bangunan kecil yang dikenali sebagai Maulid Nabi.

Setiap tahun pada hari itu, umat Islam di seluruh dunia akan mengadakan majlis memperingati keputeraan Nabi Muhammad s.a.w dengan mengadakan beberapa acara seperti perarakan, ceramah dan sebagainya. Banyak kelebihan dan keistimewaan yang akan dikurniakan oleh Allah Subhanahu Wataala kepada mereka yang dapat mengadakan atau menghadiri majlis Maulidur Rasul.

HAPPY MAULIDUR RASUL TO ALL MUSLIM..MAY ALLAH FORGIVE ALL OUR SINS..AMIN

MEANT TO BE

i can't forget about the last night..it almost destroy everything we build..after all we have been through...it is all because of the EGO!!


but thank to God..He loves us and still give us the way to find a solution..i feel deep in my heart and soul that you and i were meant to be..i believe it sayang!! we just had a misunderstanding...so that, after this we must be honest to each other just to avoid from hurting someone's feelings..i can't imagine my life without you =(

don't say u don't care if u really care..don't say you okay if you are not..don't ignore me if you need me..and don't silent if you have a lot to say..you know i love you so much but deep down in your heart, i still don't know what is your true feeling..i just believe what i saw and what you said......so please, say the true =( don't lie to me......anymore..i know you have the reason but for the sake of our love, please don't be so kind to me..i know sometimes the truth hurts but it is better than i don't know what i am doing wrong.

baby, i'm so sorry......i never meant to leave you and never meant to break your heart...as u do, i can't live without u too =( we were never be apart till my last breath...i promise!!

♥♥♥Syafiq Abdullah, is a precious gift to me..♥♥♥

MYONLYWISH

I WANT IT SO BADLY...ANYONE??

last weekend i and my housemate went to mid valley just for hangout..we decide to play bowling and go to j.j to buy the sock (don't want the sock from bowling..just like a school socks)..on a way to j.j, there are camera fair (i guess) front of it and we go and try out the camera we like =) but then i was attracted to one of the camera..it was so amazing camera and i really adore it.the most attraction of that camera is it's dual screen..i wish i can get that camera before my anniversary =p

may 23' 09

today i borrow my boyfriend's notebook becoz mine was send to "pampered session"..then i stalking and found this photo...i am so badly missing this photo and of course becoz of the moment...this is the moment when i said "yes" when he asked me to be his forever girlfriend (after so many times) hehe..what a perfect moment ever..at the awesome location, in beautiful and romantic surroundings (thanks to the place baby =p)...it was so perfect!! but no photos taken from that place =( but don't worry, we will celebrate our 1st anniversary there and take more photos..hehe..u know what baby, when i met you and fell in love, that was the best time of my life.

i miss u baby..everyday i miss u even u are so close to me and spend most of the time together everyday =)

MESTILAH...

last night i and my boyfriend, were having dinner at vicchuda..while eating, my boyfriend asked me "u happy tak dengan i?" and i said "mesti la happy..klau tak happy tak kan dah 9 bulan" then we started laughing..haha


you know what...i've never known anyone so charming before..you are different n so special to me..you've touched my life in a unique way like no one else could..you've been here when i needed you..i am so appreciate it sayang..when i felt sad and all alone, you've given comfort..you bring me out for a date, lepak2, watch movie and you make me happy and forget all the sad and bad feeling..you've always made me smile and i will never forget when you've been there to celebrate the good times,and to lend an ear when i needed you to listen even most of the time i am babbling and complaining about nothing...it's difficult to find from others..it's only from u..thank you for being so extremely patient with me..i swear baby that you are almost perfect..i am so thankful for the fullness of your love..thank you GOD for the special gift you gave to me..of course i'm so happy with you...shared everything we had and i appreciate everything you've done for me...i sayang u sangat2!! i don't know how to express my feeling..i don't know how to tell you that you are so special to me...i hope you can feel it =)



I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

~feeling~

i can choose to be happy or sad and whichever i choose that is what i get..i know...yes i know!!no one is really responsible to make someone else happy, no matter what most people have been taught and accept as true...i'm sorry if i looks so desperate to you..i'm just hate this feeling..the soul that sees beauty may sometimes walk alone..that's me!!! sometimes i feel it's better to be unhappy alone than unhappy with someone (so far)..i just want to be happy with you..i don't want to burden u anymore =(

all alone!whether i like it or not, alone is something i'll be quite a lot.....i cannot run away from it..hukhuk...i hate to be alone!!but i have to =(

learning process

FOR THE SAKE OF LOVE AND FOR THE LONG LASTING RELATIONSHIP, I WILL IGNORE ANNOYING PEOPLE AND CUTTING OUT MY CHILDISH BEHAVIOR AND ACTING LIKE A MATURE ADULT!! I WON'T SAY I DON'T CARE ANYMORE BCOZ I DO CARE ABOUT IT. I JUST DON'T WANT TO HURT HIM AND WORRIES AND CRYING LIKE A BABY FOR NOTHING. I KNOW HE LOVE ME AS I DO. NOTHING TO WORRY TIKA. TRUST HIM!!

hAiRhAiRhAiRsTyLe~

should i cut my hair or just let it grow long?? i want a long hair but i feel boring to wait it growing. i want to dye it but i'm afraid my hair become worst! hermmm...

i really adore a volume long hair style. so the answer is, i must wait and wait even though i don’t have the patience to wait for my hair to grow. sabar jer laa......

the most boring day ever

where is everybody?? this place is so empty without gossips, laughs, shout of joy and no people walk here and there and everywhere..... huhhh!! what a boooooring dayyyyyyy......

i'm at office now. and i am so jealous at people who take an advantage..ops! sorry. take a leave for chinese new year. here i can see what is the 1 malaysia is.

happy chinese new year

to everyone especially for chinese people =)

tonight i'm going back to my hometown.. yeye!! can't wait for a long journey to the north with my housemate, peja, anati, dina, kak lin and few of anati's friends.

bye bye my boyfriend. we have to separate for a week.. uwaaaaa. i'm seriously gonna be miss u so much sayang. and u're gonna miss me too =( take good care of yourself. jangan naughty. mmuahx.. I LOVE U SO MUCH!

who is the better driver? men or women?

my answer is WOMEN!! i am sick n tired of slow driver n most of them is MEN. it's happened to me so many times and i hate it. men always blame women for driving slow but in fact they don't know that men break more traffic laws and drive more slowly than women. i've seen this kind of cases so many times and i am sick of it!! i want to throw out this issue long time ago but i don't know where to begin until i read http://chielalala.blogspot.com/2010/02/jangan-lembab-boleh-tak.html and i agree with her. this is bcoz men loves violate laws designed to make the roads safer and they cause more accidents and expensive damage. LEMBAB! suka hati nak laju kat tempat slow and slow kat tempat laju. what are u guys thingking MEN? smoking while driving, sms or on call while driving, cruising along with one hand on the wheel... u guys think it is cool? it's really annoying me!! can u imagine at the traffic jam they drive like makan angin and show their not really cool face to others like searching for a "future wife". and drive slow at the highway at the middle lane. hello...kenderaan lembab ikut kiri! hogging the middle lane is not only selfish, it'd downright stupid.


p/s : this statement is for certain MEN only. (selalu jumpa time blik keje. kluar juntion slow.. jalan lambat time green light da lame menyala..lembab dekat highway! ntah laaa..)

PRACTICAL

practical training was great!! i love the working environment. acting like a busy career women or workaholic wannabe (even almost everyday i came to office n just goyang kaki) my office was awesome! officemate n bosses are so so so friendly n open minded. we are happy working together (if any).

how quickly time passes until i cannot relized how faster december n january left me. on december, i'm busy with the kick-off ceremony with Agro Bank. on january, i'm busy with the new product launching. i can't wait to busy myself with becoming event for this month (this must be annoy my bf bcoz i keep complaining to him about this n that n bla bla bla..hehe) all the event was great n i'm happy after everything done successfully. i miss the busy time when i have nothing to do (like nowhere). this is my daily routine (if no event) :

9.30 am (late by 30 minutes everyday) arrived at office, turn on lappy, online.......online until lunch at 12.45pm (15minutes early everyday) back to office at 2pm (on time everyday) continue online until end of office hour 5.45pm (15minutes early) - i am not a punctual person as i mention in my resume...hahaha

huh!! i need to finish my report proposal. the due date to submit is next week. i always think about it. the "proposal song" always playing in my mind but i don't even know what happen to me. why i am so lazyyyy....mayb i will start during this chinese new year. thanks to my boyfriend. he really helps me a lot. i just copy and paste from his idea..huhu. thank u sayang, i love u!

sports!!

i'm getting fat. yes! i am fat already. i saw one of my picture the other day, i look really fat. i hate that dress and i make sure i will not wear it again. yes! the white dress i wear for my office dinner. now i have the answer why i am not enjoy the night. i blame it on the dress. it make me look fat, damn fat. to make thing worse, my boyfriend said i look sexy bcoz my b***s looks bigger than usual. hahaha.. u know that is not true right. he even think that i can just eat whatever i like without thinking about the outcome. haha.. hermm...the more i think about i'm getting fat, the more i will become - i guess!! is that right??

i better to stop now. better get busy with SPORTS - my boyfriend suggest me to get involved in sports. i agree with him. let my body work a bit. yeah!yeahh!! come on guys. lets burn more fat with sports!!

i-City, Shah Alam

the place seem really like a heaven guys!! u should go there. first time i was there i feel like i'm walking in a WONDERLAND (atiqah in a wonderland). i went there with my lovely boyfriend, syafiq last sunday night. enjoy the pictures!


p/s: baby, i think we need our own camera ASAP. the picture quality from camera phone wasn't good enough laa...

the HMS APPRECIATION DINNER

the dinner was great. i love RED. but i am not enjoy the dinner. i don't know why. i'm not happy at all.

jamming

i was supposed to post this story last thursday, but i am so busy until have no time for blogging..

i was forced by my bos to singging for the dinner of our company, it was last friday..i MUST join them jamming n it was so horrible n i dread in every minute of it!! i had no choice n just let them to fooled myself by singging infront of others. the song that i sing is "CINTA" by krisdayanti n melly.. i feat with MULIA, my gorgeous bos.

love is everywhere

i know he love me as i do....


dear baby,
i still remember from the moment our eyes met, our hearts knew what our minds could't comprehend. i have never felt such an unexplainable love that we share. i could never find enough words to express my love for u. the feeling is so overwhelming that a moment without u is like a thousand years with the sun. i want to give to u the joy u have brought to my life. u are my living breath, my life, my love, my soulmate. i love u with all my heart.


love always,
ATIQAH

[wall]

we spent most of the day together

but today

i feel like there's a huge brick wall between me n him

i cannot get over it alone..i need him to breaking down the wall

hoping tomorrow

is a better day for us than yesterday

i LoVe U

my boyfriend SYAFIQ

i love him so much =)

myself ATIQAH

i love my self so much too =p

WE

we love each other dearly and deeply =)

i love this man..i know he still mad at me bcoz he didn't reply my sms. i don't want to call him bcoz i don't want to ruin his mood. i know he is really busy lately to handle his charity event, will be held this weeknd. it's ok baby..just take ur time. u asked me for a time, i give it to u. i just want u to know, i always wait for u no matter what. i'm sorry that i cry for u. i'm sorry bcoz i can't live without u. i'm sorry of being insane. but believe me that i love u from the bottom of my heart. should i say sorry for that too??